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       Since last night I have not spoken to anyone in my family. If they tried to, I mentally shut them out. To relieve stress I traveled to the gym to let off some steam. A few hours after I came home to an empty house. I sat down on my living room couch and closed my eyes. I began to feel a rush of air, I extended my senses to and focus on the birds chirping to my left, the iguana rattling through his narrow cage, shortly my thoughts began to echo through out the walls of my house.  There was nobody to tell me they're sorry, nobody there to tell me how I was feeling. I was scared that my emotions would come back and concern my peacefulness with my vision. There was no concern of anything. It was simply me having a conversation with my soul.